Crying For You

Crying for you but you can't even hear it
Hate that you just up and left us, but I understand why you did it
Holidays just aren't the same, things just seem out of place now that your gone
Didn't even want to fight it you just rolled over and accepted defeat
Did you ever think that I still needed a mother, did you ever think that your grandson wouldn't miss you
Fighting not to waste anymore tears on you cause nothing I do can replace the feelings that I have left in your place.
Turning you back on all of us never answering the phone, so many missed calls
Say one thing but then again you turn around and do or say something completely different
How did you come to hate your family so much?
If this is what love does then I don't ever want to feel either.
Never asked for these feeling, they were just thrown upon me
I already had one mother leave and now you maybe I should give up on everything that I believe in
Their is no hope in what you promised me, no more birthdays or holidays